im bored send me an A - Z ples

  • A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
  • B. FAVORITE BAND.
  • C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
  • D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
  • E. MY BEST FRIEND.
  • F. MY FAVOURITE MOVIE.
  • G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.
  • H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?
  • I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?
  • J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.
  • K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
  • L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
  • M. VIRGIN OR NOT?
  • N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?
  • O. MY EYE COLOUR.
  • P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
  • Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
  • R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.
  • S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
  • T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.
  • U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
  • V. LAST TIME I CRIED.
  • W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.
  • X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?
  • Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.
  • Z. HOW ARE YOU?

Dilemma

Right now I have a dilemma. I haven’t talked much about it - although I think I have mentioned it briefly a couple of times - but I have somehow injured my right achilles tendon.
I’ve been trying to ignore it, but today I bumped it lightly on the base of my chair at work and actually collapsed (thankfully into the chair) from the pain. I had to bite my lip hard to keep from screaming. It’s hot and visibily swollen, and is sending waves of pain up my leg.
I think I need to see a doctor.
The problem is, if I do, they’re going to tell me to stop running, and with everything going on in my life right now, running is one of the only things keeping me sane.
I don’t know what to do.

Here to Talk

Some of you may have noticed my last post - a reblog of Tumblr’s “are you okay?” post.
Tonight after work I am going to the hospital to see a very dear friend I haven’t seen in a long time. She tried to take her own life this weekend, and I didn’t even know she was in trouble.
Please: if you need help, talk to someone. Talk to me. I can’t promise I’ll be able to help, but I will listen.